'Public' just isn't something I do well lately. Putting myself out there mingling with others can be harder some days more than others. These are those days.
This panic and dread run like a current of electricity deep in the depths of me. I'm a jellyfish. I feel the fool, cought in a momentarily stunned response during encounters with most social settings. My mind sets itself on fleeing, on evading what may be neccessary, and what should not be put off.
But there I go - off again... going as always.